Sanity - Thanks. No, first - they would not know whats mine and whats his and there are things that belong to both of us (which he can probably mostly have...) and also - its something I need to do. But I want to take a bit more time. Its moving a whole house and so I need to be secure in my new job and find a new house and then go back with friends and move my things.

I miss him more and more every day - its breaking my heart but there is nothing I can do. There are moments I hate him and moments I love him. I just want to be over this.