Does anyone know how to deal with it. Mixed with anxiety making through a day seems next impossible. Everyone is out to get me. My support I even thought was going behind my back to laugh. I'm starting to think professors and my boss, are going to turn on me. Even my wife I think she up to something when I have absolutely no proof. Why would they do this? It makes no sense. I can't be rational. When it gets bad I can't maintain.