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Thank you for posting and I am glad you are here. Lost time is something we are very famiar with. It is very unnerving to not know what you have done or that you have done things and have no recall of it. We are much more co-conscious now than we were even two years ago. But at times there is still lost time.
Trying to explain it to others is really hard especailly when it does not make any sense to you. It takes time to get to know your system to be able to trust each other. To come together enough to have that co-consciousness so that you can know.
It took time to get to where we were and it will take time to get yourself to the point where there is safety so that you can be aware. Sometimes it is all you can do for it is all you have known. Please be patient with yourself for in time you will get to know the others within and then you will be able to know who is out and have that co-consciousness.
Know that we understand and we care. We are here for you and please keep posting and letting us know how you are doing. Sending gentle hugs and loving thoughts. Always.

dps