Please don't do this. Please get help. Call a friend.

My good friend told me the other day that when I almost "left this world" in 2008 that she really wanted to talk with me.

Her mother attempted suicide 2 times. As a child, it devastated her.

My kids are adopted. While I was in hospital for a week, therapists told me my kids would feel abandoned for the second time in their lives.

I got meds, therapy, still see a psychiatrist, have strong faith in God, and I GOT BETTER. Is everyday coming up roses? Nope. But I know how to cope.

This is too big for just you, sweetheart. Your family needs you and loves your. Get help NOW! Go to local ER and tell them what's on your mind.

You asking if it is the wrong thing to do tells me that deep down, you don't want to do this. You don't want to leave this family.

You are not selfish. You are hurting. There is help. GO NOW!