ok, steve. this does sound like some high anxiety issues. i really think you need to talk with a therapist to find out what your fears/anger is based on. there's something deep there that's causing these feelings. maybe you feel like she won't come back or you're oging to lose her while she's out?

this really needs to be talked out. how quickly can you get in to see a therapist? can you start calling around today?

let me know.

kd