We so confused. We had such a good time with those at soul sparkle that we ask some one that we known that would not hurt us if we good get to know him and his wife. We have so few people that we can just relaxe and be comfortable with. It just totaly blew up in our face. He took me and my son gardien to get paper signed and noted. The converstation went on around us but no way for us to join in because we can't do what others do. We finely asked them can you not just sit and take with us and get to know us. Is that so hard after it was all said and done we felt dirty and we feel like we lost what little ground we had gain. Each time we try to make friends we get so over whelmed by them not allowing us to talk ??????
WE sorry just tired and confused we want friends but I guess we do not know how to make them.  
WE can talk here so much better but we no can do it here ?????
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Sometimes the only way to find freedom is to fight for it, even unto death! Because no form of abuse transcends pass it! To live free and with hope is still the greatest gift of life!- anderson .gif "Boy Angel")
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