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Originally Posted by jexa
all the meaning of what I had heard about sex
(it's bad, don't do it)
from church and from everyone all the sudden collided with my memories and I realized that what happened was sex..
I realized, I did that. I did that before.
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Jexa, I'm so sorry
. You must feel so guilty? Of course you know that you were put in that position and you didn't ask for it. I'll bet your brain knows that but your feelings are a different story.
You have probably been walking around with these thoughts and feelings in your head since middle school.
I'm glad that you are letting them out now. I'm sorry that it is hard.