(((((justfloating)))))
It might seem like a very long time, 1 year, but it will pass quickly! It is hard when one doesnt like what they do as their main occupation, we spend so much time at our occupation...but think of the rewards it will bring you.
I am sorry you feel miserable, hopefully it will pass and you will be in great shape for your return to Canada!
Take good care of yourself, Rebecca, you are very much worth it