I should be happy about this. But I'm really scared.
I get to go to a psychaitrist. My mother has found out about most of the depressive symptoms, including the suicide.
I have one question though. She said that she and my brother have depression, but have never thought of hurting themselves. Suicidal thoughts and behaviours are another ball game. But a symptom of depression is suicide, so I'm pretty confused by all of that.

Take care, everyone.