I sometimes feel like that, but for different reasons.

1. Am I using my dx as an excuse? Could I actually just pull myself together and be a controlled and rational person?

2. People ask how I am and I'll answer "fine" (Which is the truth); yet hours later the wheels fall off and I start to panic and run back to those exact same people asking for help. How do you explain to people that you are on a rollercoaster?