it was many years ago.the social worker some how had gotten ahold of this info and i had no idea and the therapist i was seeing when i was in this residential treatment place brought it up and it completely took me by surprise but i never really talked about it.i think i almost hurt her for even speaking those words.but that was a long time ago i have sence been tought some self controle.in fact i believe that was my old T's primary goal.i was about 20 years old