Hi Fire Star,
Iīve been thinking of your post, and I got the idea that maybe what you are describing, may be like watching a movie? You are thinking rationally, but you see things on the screen that you know it isnīt for real? Is this what you are talking about? I have understood that when somebody is
loosing the grip of realty that they have no idea they are psychotic, and
has lost the ability to think rationally. So, I donīt think the two occur at the same time, but I could be wrong. I havenīt dealt with this, so I may be way out of line. Only trying to help!
Hah - I'm not sure I even know! Was tired that night.
I think I was wondering if people still can have 'normal/rational' thinking while doing physical/verbal actions against what the normal thoughts say/think? Like your trapped in your body with your normal thinking while you watch yourself go do things you don't want to do.
For me, when I really start to lose touch with reality, I still seem to 'think normally' but I seem to have a second mind thinking to do other things and those messages go out to my body. It just seems like if I can have normal thoughts still coming through, I should be in more control then I am. :/ Shouldn't normal thoughts disappear when reality seems to?! Gah, there be no logic.[/quote]