Lost_1231,

I hope everything is better for you today. I understand that it can be hard to put yourself out there, only to be denied. Just try to remember the past few years. A good memory can save your life when nothing seems to be going right.

The only thing I can really tell you is to keep putting yourself out there. You aren't the first person in the world to be rejected, and most certaintly, won't be the last. It will get easier in time.