Hey Sanity Seeker

Dont be sorry!! Please express away!!

Yes I totally agree... it's comforting to know you are not alone and ppl "get you". Dont get me wrong, I wouldnt wish this on anyone but yes it helps to know you're not alone Makes you feel less crazy lol

Oh me too .... it does my head in when told to cheer up or calm down.... YOU JUST WANT TO SCREAM LEAVE ME ALONE.... that's why I recently decided to tell my a close circle of friends..... well I got my hubby to tell them lol I told him to tell them that i didnt want to discuss it but to just understand when I go whacky or look really down and to take my inappropriate jokes with a pinch of salt. Knowing they know, I feel less inclined to hide it (which takes way too much energy) and constantly explain myself. I am not asking for a pass to behave how I like.... I am just asking for some understanding and patience at times.