It's so funny.....I keep postponing to subscribe for online dating....I have my profile and pictures ready....even one of my girlfriend has reviewed them while back...it's been a long time till I went on a date....I think it's getting too long and I'm getting so used to my loneliness.....

Plus, I'm looking at the guys pics and It looks like most of them are not real with those puffy mussels....why do they post those pics online? I just want to find a regular guy....not looking for a supper model that I end up sharing him with other girls...ha!

okay...I go to gym and then I will do it at night....everyday I say the same thing....and I'm 36, turning 37 soon

sorry for nagging....but I think this loneliness is getting on my nerve....I really want to share my days with another human being....I miss being in a relationship....although, I know how much hazel and heart breaks it will give me

thanks
Marjan