The symptoms I'm trying to alleviate are my rapid mood swings and paranoid thinking, mostly having to do with others wanting me to die. I just get really really upset.

So many little things can trigger that in me, I hate it so much. I think it might be dangerous because I do dangerous things when I think those thoughts.

I decided to take 0.5mg last night and nothing bad happened. I read lots of scary stuff about it and I freaked out a little the first two days I only took 0.25mg and I thought it caused insomnia, headache and what I thought were auditory hallucinations, but I think I was just anxious or something. I didn't get anything like that today so they must not have been side effects.