I am so mad right now at our host Cris. She is in yet another crisis. We just got rid of the evil introject, the one that was continuing the SA. I thought that after we got rid of the evil, Cris would be more stable, but now it seems as if things have gotten worse. They are so bad that our protector, CE, is thinking about taking her to the hospital so that she can be safe. CE doesn't know if she can keep Cris safe right now. One of our teens is absolutely terrified of inpatient hospitals because of the abuse that went on in one of them, so she is having her own freak out. All because of Cris!!! I am so mad at her right now and I just want her to think about others rather than just herself. I know it sounds really insensitive, but I am confused as to why she is worse. It doesn't make sense. I am very sorry for being like this but I needed to vent and I didn't have anyone to vent to.

Faith