Thanks for the responses. Here's a little more info...

I actually met my current boyfriend because my ex boyfriend used to force me to webcam almost every day to support him because he was lazy and didn't want to work... We finally broke up.

I did a photo shoot for the webcam site a few months later and hit it off with the site owner (who is now my new boyfriend) so he had nothing to do with getting me into the business. He also says I don't have to webcam if I don't want too.

I barely do as it is anymore because I can't without drugs and I don't want that to be a part of my life. I thank him for helping me out of the state that I was in.

We talked some more and he basically thinks I should start off small by being an affiliate and making a solo website because I wouldn't be investing as much money.

If I do the site on my own I'd have to invest thousands and he said it probably wouldn't be successful.

His reasoning for him being able to run a site like this is because it doesn't matter because he is already successful.

So yeah, I'm still stressed out and still have no idea what to do because he really discouraged me.