I'm 14/15 but I told our T that w_i birthday is Monday and I want to be 16 but I don't want to have to act or really be older. She said I could be 16 if I want so I can drive. But sometimes I act like I'm 14.
Raven girl sounds like me!! I like what she said that if they were too stupid to love me, that's their loss. That's real cool.
Sometimes I wish I died or not been born. But I didn't and I got born now I have to deal. Unless I do something to hurt us. But no one in the system wants me to hurt us. I'm learning that from before when I tried. Now I am trying to think of other ways instead. I guess maybe the bigs were stupid. But the Mother told me I was stupid. She told me that stuff that happened really didn't and I had to tell her that nothing ever happened that did. So that's confusing. And NOW I'm told stuff really DID happen. Go figure that out.
I think I'm doing better, I think. Thank Raven girl for her stuff. She can talk to me too. I don't have anyone my age--even tho she's older.
Vicki