I'm so sorry you've lost your job. That's a really hard thing to deal with. I struggle with the ability to get out of bed myself quite a lot. Since I feel so much more comfortable there, I "let" myself have extra time in bed. Like I schedule it in my head. After I get my family off to school and work, I usually will go back to bed until 9:30. This gives me the extra comfort that the bed offers & a goal for when to get out of bed. I have a lot of trouble sleeping at night time and its so much easier for me during the day. Anyway, over the past 3 weeks, aside from the whole kidney stone debacle, I have not gone back to bed. Its taken me about 8 months to bring myself to this point.
Bed is safe and comfortable. Are there a few things you can do, then reward yourself by getting extra sleep/bed time? Or vice versa?
I hope things get better.
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"School is shortened, discipline relaxed, philosophies, histories, languages dropped, English and spelling gradually gradually neglected, finally almost completely ignored. Life is immediate, the job counts, pleasure lies all about after work. Why learn anything save pressing buttons, pulling switches, fitting nuts and bolts?" Bradbury, Ray Fahrenheit 451 p 55-56
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