I appreciate all the support and replies. I realize that maybe my friend isn't lying. Maybe she really, truly does not remember it. I think i was mostly just really hurt about being blown off when i called a few years back.

Yesterday morning, I SAW AN EMAIL FROM HER in my In Box. It said, "T, please call me. I really want to talk to you. Even tonight." She had apparently written it Wednesday night, but i didn't see it until Thursday morning. So i emailed her back and said I'd call her last night.

So all day yesterday, i was on pins and needles about making this phone call and how it would go.

But last night, when i called her. . .

. . .she wasn't home.

I left her a message that i'd try again this weekend, and left my phone number in case she wanted to call me.

I'm on pins and needles again. . .