I've had binges for awhile. But I had one early this week. I've never had such an intense high as I did this week. My high started before I ever took a bite of the food. Just walking and picking up the food. I was just in a dazed high. Just floating high. I don't taste the food or feel the food in me. I just sat in my car for hours eating this food feeling the high. Now I'm sitting here wanting to feel that high again. Why can't this just stop ? I get so angery with myself after.
Monty