Hi Peet, You have gotten some excellent advise here. Nothing is easy in life and when it comes to things of the heart it is even more painful. I am sorry to hear what you are going through. May only advice is to try and take it one day at a time and try not to think too much about what lies ahead. It will all work out one way or another. Think of it this way, you are in a boat out in the high seas with a storm raging. You are holding on for dear life. Eventually however the storm will pass and there will be calm seas again. Just keep holding on.
Love, Rainbow