Thank you Sweetie!!

Yes, you are right. I am taking my time to find the right person and though I am signed on dating sites I am keen on meeting someone serious - I am also careful... I am very much concentrating on healing my past. And my pain. Sometimes its seems like such a huge task... I wonder if I am ever going to heal...

That dude is a joke. I was telling my cousin today what had happened and I could not stop laughing... I was so shocked on the night. This sort of behaviour is just unbelievable.

I am doing Ok. Not amazing. I went out to a concert tonight with my cousin and had a nice time. I am staying with my friend at the moment - and its very hard. She has a baby and all I hear is baby talk all day (which I despise) and dvds on repeat for children (why a 8 month old needs to be stuck in front of a dvd is beyond me and if it does my head in listening to that 8 hours a day then I can imagine what it does to his developing brain...) and of course you cannot really walk round the house as you want and leave stuff in the bathroom and i live off my suitcase. Its painful and really really hard. But I have no choice at present. At least I am starting work next week and then I will look for a house in a few weeks time. And of course there is dealing with that pain and actually missing him... I so not where I want to be in every sense of the word...

Thanks again for the concern and support xx