THINETRUESELF

you are right about a lot of things...if you dont want to be helped no one can help you. the pain of depression will never go away, and that is just reality. those who cant exept that will die....as messed up as that sounds. i wouldnt want you to go out like that. u seem pretty sure u wont get better and cant get help, i feel like subconsciously you want someone to read and respond to your post...or you woudnt have written it....in this world the suffering is deep and long lasting. i hope you are brave enough and strong enough to face that pain.... i mean, its not all bad. alot of it is. your not alone in your suffering as much as you think you are. i hope that regardless of what you feel that you know happiness is possible....for some people its really hard to obtain.