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Originally Posted by LoneScout
Thank u all, I went to the dbsa grp and had the wrong night and onther person showed up and we had a small meeting for 2 1/2 hours. She just was released from trying s by j in front of a train and surived but is missing a thumb. She shared her emotional and physical scars and helped me really think things through and that I also need to stop listing to dark music and videos... I will not attempt but will instead go to the hospital first. Thank y all 4 ur support.
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ummmm i dont really know what to say about that because im gothic and listen to dark music all the time...... maybe it just doesnt affect me that much. the way i see it, depression is like a demon riding your back, controlling your thoughts, guiding you and helping you to commit suicide. thats how i see my depression. i try to avoid thinking that way because i know its my depression that is making me want to do those things...depression kills alot of people and i want you to keep that in mind whenever you get those thoughts....i dont know if it will help but it helps me bring myself out of that mindset of wanting to end everything.