most of the times im just really confused. i feel like im a somewhat rational person that does not explain my crazy emotions. it doesnt make sense to me. i cant tell whether im holding it together or just plain delusional? i dont have a therapist or psychiatrist so i dont really get any feedback on these feelings. i dont want to post too much. i feel like i need somebody to tell me that somethings wrong so i wont be soo confused. it wont go away! do you take pills for this or something. how do you forget about somebody?

this face is what i have to think about on a weekly basis...not a bad face lol.....but its ridiculous.