I agree with Mike. I've been feeling the usual growing urge and since you're gonna try not to, maybe I'll try not to. I keep looking at this nice part of my body, and the wounds are kinda healed up right now. okay, yeah, that's a trigger (afraid i'm going 'soft' or something weird like that) on the other hand...i'm trying to figure out if these scars will fade by summer-clothes time...and if I keep at it, ain't no way i'll be comfortable this summer.
But im also kind of resisting right now b/c my H is being a pain and i know something's gonna happen this weekend to get him all bent out of shape. But he won't listen to me, as usual, and i'll get upset as usual, and he'll say i'm a dramaqueen, as usual, then i'll need to get rid of the emotional rollercoaster, as usual.
Ugh I didn't mean for all that to come out. But I just wanted to say, I know how you're feeling, and hang in there...maybe none of us will do any kind of SI this wekend.....