Just wanted you to know that I got angry at my son today and then felt like killing myself for the first time in 2 months...has it really been two months? wow. So for me anyway there is a direct corrolation between anger toward my children and my need to self inflict injury. I am feeling better now but still want to dig a hole to hide in. I am not dealing well at all with the emotions that are flooding my brain and because I am a mom I can't walk out on the cause of those emotions that I need to hide from.
Carrie

<font color=green>Not knowing when the dawn will come, I open every door.--Emily Dickenson