(((((((((Puzzle)))))))) Get rid of whatever you use to cut. Don't let it be an option. Distract yourself in any way you can. Call friends on the phone, take a bath, read anything which will distract you. Post here if it helps. Just keep posting. Hang in there. I know it is hard once you start to feel like that but do your best. Try and be kind to yourself. PM me if you need someone to talk to. Be safe.