Hi Scout,

I'm new here and haven't posted much. Am not on meds and have no doctor, but am looking for one now, because I need to get back on AD's asap! I have mild BPD and depression.

You said you liked helping others. OK .. do you know much about cars? I could really use some help in deciding between 2 used cars I'm thinking of buying. Wanna help?

1. 2002 Saturn SL1 - only 28,000 miles .. and in excellent condition: $6,000
2. 2001 Nissan Altima - 62,000 miles .... in excellent condition: $6,500

What do you think would be the better buy?

Sorry, if this something you'd rather not help with .. it's ok, you can skip it. Just thought I'd take you up on your offer.

And about those 'chef tasting menus' .... yum, I agree! I'd love to be able to taste specially prepared foods ... especially chocolate.

Seriously though ... I SO understand where you're coming from! I too have really really dark days and want it to all stop. My reason for never taking my life is, my relationship with God, and that my life isn't mine to take ... but that's just my own personal thing.

Big hugs ... and yes, I'd LOVE to go to Holland, Belgium and Switzerland. Oh and Ireland.