Thanks Shangrala....Two years ago I was on eharmony for three weeks....ya...it was good, but long process to meet a person.....I met three guys....I liked the first guy and we went out for around a months, but I didn't find any chemistry with him....I didn't even kiss him....He was just so polite and nice, but not sure why I didn't feel for him at all....I even met his parents....They were a good family....The one that I want to be part of, but what should I do with the Chemistry????
The other two guys were not for me, but both of them were successful....one was a Jewish/Persian guy, very successful....having his own company.....but I think I found myself far more sensitive than him....and again I didn't find any Chemistry with him....we went out two times and I didn't call him after that!!!! The third one was from a city very far....and he wanted me to move to that city....bakersfield....hehehe...Move from LA to Bakersfield???? I don't think so.....
I paid for six month now for match.com....hope this one works....

You know how much troubled I was with Aaron last year....but now, I'm all fresh and new and I don't want him....and I don't see him even in the class....he doesn't come....and I feel so good being over of him....great....

but I miss being in love...going out with a man....sleeping with somebody....even I get anxiety thinking that I don't have any of these

thanks again guys for your support....
M.