Hey Rohag,
Yeah I know. The piece I didn't tell yall was that a few weeks ago I decided to taper off my meds. BAD IDEA AS USUAL. So I started increasing the dosage today. I'll be feeling better soon. Although I've dealt with this ***** for 25 years, sometimes I still don't want to be on meds. so I try to wean. It's pretty much always been a mistake, yet I keep thinking it'll be different. Atleast I didn't let myself go completely to the bottom of the hill and be on no meds. but it still sucks.

Talking about stuff on PC is helping me. Thank you for asking.