I don't understand! My ways are changing, and I don't like it!
My grades went down, way to go me. I can't afford for them to go down!!!

I'm becoming more bold, outgoing, and dare I say, possibly a little bit of a trouble maker?
I think the reason why this is happening is because of school elections. I am running for something, but I'm going against someone else who I'm not that friendly with and all.

UGH! My life's becoming a mess, my room's so damn cluttered, like my life and mind.

I mean, this week, I was so lazy that I fell asleep doing homework almost every day! WHY?


..in other words: I'm changing, but I don't know if I like this or not. I'm going to gain respect from others, become more socially active. But can I afford to lose respect too, and have my grades lower a bit? I don't like the sound of this. I sorta want to not expand my boundaries, and stay that same, reserved, halo above my head kid..but still... -_-