Ok guys, here is the deal. I think that I am finally in control of most all the parts. Most of the trauma work is now done. And I am working on the final issue and I think that will be done in a few days. Yippie!

The question I have is about a part of me that I can only refer to as the Silent One. I have always felt it... not a personality like the other alters. It is kinda like robot mode. But it is still not me and the other alters say it is not them either. I am always on the outside watching myself from a distance when the Silent One is out.

Silent One I now believe might have been the part of me that participated in the things the rest of me could not do. It is a very cold feeling. And it never ever has said a single word or even whispered a thought. There is no love or hate there at all. There is no anger and no fear.

Do you guys have any idea if this is an alter or not?
How do you communicate with it? Or do you?
How do you trust yourself to not have it come out and harm you?
All advice is greatly appriciated!