From Good to Bad in about 10 seconds, I think that is a tallent of mine. I just don't know what I am doing with my life. I did SI, I did cut, and I don't want to admit it to anyone. But it's now out in the open, people could see, and I still have a good excuss. I just don't like this, part of this is me, and part of this is my alter. But I just can't find out who's who, I don't know what I want anymore. I'm not sure who I am anymore. I don't want this.

.... this is like my 3rd time writing something, but first time posting this, because i could not decide on what was important/right to post, because I don't know who I am anymore.