I was having a perfectly fine and good day, hanging with my best friend and her family, but it was like as soon as I had to go home my mood started declining, I had the same problem last night. I don't want to be home, but the thing is there are no problems with my family or anything. They're loving and supporting in just about everything (they dislike my attitude about school, but its understandable...). Yet I don't want to be here, I feel trapped and like I want to run away from everything. I'm overwhelmed by the thought of school starting up again on Monday (just getting back from vacation). But more than anything else I feel numb, I have no motivation to do anything but leave but I have no where to go. No where that I should go. I feel like the only thing holding me here right now is a safe place to sleep...

So this turned into a bit of a vent post and I don't know how posting this will help, but hey here you go. <3

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