On November 7 1998 Lauren walked away from the ex , I still loved him allthough he beat me up too many times . of coarse Lori went to therapy today ,,, she didn't remember the anniversary, I couldn't stop the stupids FB kickin my arse flashbacks are no fun . Tonight lauren called the cops on the drug dealers , near us , she was scared they was goin to kill those kids cuz the mom was tellin us that the 7 year old was becoming like her father evil and she was going against the mother she said the kid was tryen to kill her .. yikes scary ***** ,,she came over and said she got some bad dope from the dealer , anyhow later he was poundin on the door at bout midnight and it freaked me out . I left a message on the husbands phone but when he came home he said his phone was dead can't sleep tonight ,,,well would you ? some weirdo knockin on the door at late hours , i hate this place i want to drive to florida but i know it would piss everyone off so weyre stuck . dam I could even deal with liven in the new house but this place has some raunchy neighbors . well we need to go in case we got to call them again . later Silver