Thanks Tatyana....I know what you mean by having all the plans and thinking by the age of so and so you will be so and so....but then boom...you get into that age, but none of the so and so things have happened yet....hehehe

sometimes, it's really frustrating to me....but I try to not think about it....what can I do? this is who I am and I'm not an easy going person to just go with any guy....I'm so specific and if I don't get treated well, then I have fight....that's how I'm still alone...argggg

Today, I got some "winks" from some of the guys online, not feeling to reply them yet....probably, tomorrow or Monday....not sure, probably tonight if I feel it....some guys I didn't like and I just sent a "no thanks"...there is another guy, 28 years old, very cute....but he's too young for me....honesty, I don't want to deal with an immature guy...some guys are younger but are mature, but this guy I could say his maturity by his profile....he posted at the top of his profile "C'mon who will read all these stuff...."....I'm going to email him and telling him..."yes, we read...because we are looking for a long term relationship"....then he wrote really bunch of stuff that you don't want to know....hehehe....but he's cute....anyway, there is two other guys, I don't feel anything for them, but I'll give it a try.....
and true, some people gets married over online dating....actually, my older sister has found her husband 10 years ago in an online dating site....that time online dating just came out....and my girlfriend got married with a guy who met online....and I know another firend of us who got married thorough online dating....so, this is another way of meeting guys and I will give it a try...because it's sucks to be alone....and I think I'm so ready emotionally....last year this time, I was such a mess....missing him...missing him....but I'm completely okay now, except the part that I'm alone!

take care
M.