Thank u 4 ur post. God wow ur strong.
Car- well if u want to keep it long saturn is no longer produced so it would be tough to get parts maybe.
I gave my son a bubble bath the other night, he was so happy and innocent playing and trying to say the word bubble (boo-bee-l) he says, this contrasted the darkness of my departure into the other world caused tears to roll down my cheeks.
There is a whisper in my ear it is all in a matter of time.
Then my recent encounter with the broken woman who by luck survived an attempt with the train, teaching always to go to ER before it. I just need to stop feeling like I want to DIE ALL THE TIME.