Yeah, I wish I had never told t when his old receptionist was quitting and dumped on me. He was soooo angry and then told me he wasn't angry, just angry that i had been put in that position. I feel sometimes that since we grew up in such chaotic households that I learned to sense when things were going to happen in order to stay safe and ward off the evil or the bad.... so as much as he said no, I say yes!!! I wish I had never ever even opened my mouth

He didn't like talking about si'ing either so i have never brought that up again either... I think it grosses him out or else he just doesn't get it

feeling confused by all of this tonight