Hi Meg,

I have BPD and hallucinate as well. It is not regularly, but every now and then I see some strange and scary things. I understand where you are coming from, please don't feel alone. ::

I have hallucinated quite a few things. A lot of times the clouds turn into angels and start battling in the sky (weird, I know, but I see it). Once I saw a circus elephant cross the road in front of me (then I really knew I needed meds, lol). I have seen things slither out of corners, I've seen people of all kinds that weren't there. I've heard voices, too. Usually it's sounds like "thud" and they're being screamed in a male voice. I've heard and felt bugs that weren't there like spiders on my legs and ants on the table.

It's scary and you can learn to almost hate yourself for it. You can feel like wow, this is it, I've really lost it. Maybe we have a mental illness but it is not something we can control. We can get help from doctors though, have faith and still be good and productive people.

I hope that magically one day you wake up and your problems have disappeared. If that doesn't happen, well remember that we all have our own obstacles. And hey... atleast you know life won't ever get boring!