Thanks so much everyone for the support. I am indeed talking to someone, and I'm slowly beginning to trust her more and more to the point where I can tell her absolutely everything... I'll try to find someplace I feel comfortable in my house or a friends house...I've run away before but as I had no plan or anything I ended up back home that night. Thankfully I've gotten to the point where I understand running away is not an option. A couple of nights ago I actually ran because I wanted so badly to run away from everything...I didn't run away I simply ran around the neighborhood. Once again thanks for everyone's support and advice <3