Sometimes I think self injury is the lesser of two evils for me. It's really frustrating. I wish I had never started this.

I am so easily triggered even though I don't allow myself to give in. I hate wanting to do it. The urges are horrible.

I think I'm WAY too old to still be dealing with this. I am sick of it and sick of me.

I wish none of us felt we had to do this to ourselves.