I left a T about 7 years ago, but continued to speak with T weekly. I don't really know, but I would call it a dual relationship. I never paid a thing all these years and I heard alot about T's life too.

Anyway, about a month ago, T "dumped me" with barely any notice. I am devestated and it has caused me great sadness. Just dumped. One of my main support people in my life and T dumped me. There was no reason given accept that T got busy. All these years...

I am on the verge of suicide, but am meeting with a psychiatrist on Monday.

The thing is, T sent me all kinds of presents, some hand-made, etc.
I don't want them anymore because it brings such sadness to me.

Would you just throw them away or send them back with a letter? The hand-made ones are real crafts...but I don't want them. Right now, everything is in a drawer where I can't see it...

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