sometimes I feel as though I really understand whats oing on in my head but then others I just dont know who the hell I really am. I change so much from day to day, week to week or month to month that I no longer know who I really am. ALL I KNOW IS PPL SUCK. Sick of all this bs and the only place I feel understood and feel there is no BS is here in this forum with others that understand. Maybe I should just have BP friends in real life too?

I feel so tearful right now. and so confused..... I HATE IT HATE ME HATE LIFE.