yeah AA is out of the question... been there done that and for drugs and alcohol in the past... it helped but it doesnt solve the problems that are deep rooted... i mean it could i guess for some people and i stayed clean and sober for just over a year with AA, (rehab etc) but I found it easier to quit on my own (the drugs) because I dont even have the desire for that crap anymore... and I wasnt drinking often either for over a year... just recently it became a habit... but my mother-in-law has agreed to not drink Mon-Thur (which is a HUGE deal since she drinks a case of beer a night.. by case I mean 18 pack) anyways she is going to cut down during the week o its not in the house and a temptation to me... If that doesnt work and i cant go 4 days without beer every night then I will get my butt back in therapy asap. but ive never been the one to say lets get beer.. im the one that says sure ill join you... i will so let you guys know how it turns out.

and as for my hubby... hhhmmmm... i think he may have hacked into my account and read these posts because he has been very sweet this weekend... like using his money to get my nails and toes done and getting me another dog that i reallly wanted and not talking down to me at all... weird... well see how long that lasts as well