Hi opaquemind, while we're playing with holding two different viewpoints at the same time...
...by all means try these:
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Originally Posted by opaquemind0
I'm sorry I post so much about my dumb problems.
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and:
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My friends do love me.. 
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What if 
... your friends here didn't mind hearing from you and didn't think your problems were dumb...?
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I am SO scared about what people think of me!! I mean, I can really feel right now that I am hated. I don't have a real explanation to back myself up, but I really think that this is happening. I just feel worse and worse about myself sometimes....
I insult myself before others get a chance, because I feel that somebody is either going to think or say that I'm a lazy little...you know. I'm just waiting for the day that someone will strike.
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While you keep looking into what that might be about for you (and if it were me, I'd wonder if maybe I hated them and/or had done something to them, and was expecting them to hate me back)... I'm inclined to think that if anyone really does hate you, it's their problem a lot more than it is yours.
Do keep posting -- not only are we interested, but I have a hunch it could be good for you to keep looking at this stuff and writing about it.
