since our core lost her memory its so hard and there seems to be no end in sight. there is supposed to be daily phone contact from her counselor who first dumped her and created this mess and for the past 2 days there has been none. zero contact at all. the stress has made us sick and there is no relief in sight. i just want to disappear and give up but noooooo i have to be the strong presenting one and im sick of it!!!!!!!!!!!

DONT wanna do this no more!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!