Moose,

An abrupt end to any long standing relationship can be really hard to deal with. Even though my T relationship has been strictly professional, it would still be an incredible loss to have it totally cut without time to prepare for the loss. I hope you can get some good help dealing with this issue. In the meantime, I kind of agree with the others, I would try and keep the items your T made you out of sight but not out totally gone until you have a chance to sort through this inital pain. Later you may find that these items can remind you of all the good caring she provided before this event.